Life moves on................

Today I complete one year in MSBU...I don't know what and how much does this place hold for me...but I am very attached to this place...the one between the beautiful pink jasmine trees, the bamboo shades, the show plants...the ponds...and much more...I can not reaaly decipher why this place means for me so much....its this place which has been the evidence of all my joys and sorrows...of my wins and failures..of my efforts and merriments..since an year....this place has witness all..

Y'day I became so emotional...asked myself ...there were only 2 options in such a state of mind..and of life perhaps....to quit..or to hold on...and I chose the later...not because this has been any success mantra in my life..neither because it is too promising...only because my concious told me to do so....I felt just felt...why?...no answer..!!...it will work or not??..still no answer...how long??...no answer.
Its He who tells you to do so...only He...I hand over the things I feel I cannot handle..and let the fate take care of...I need not worry..I have done how much I could...in all circumstances..no stone unturned...this was what I could..and I have...in both the battles of my life...I have fought..!!
Miracles have not happened ..for me ...at least uptil now...never even dream of ..!
Still some things you do in your life...you don't know why...they just do not have an answer..they are impulsive, sporadic, spontaneous, unpredictable...and and a lot more...

Y'day while boarding the bus..the song that struck my mind was this..only this...

Zindagi ke safar mein,guzar jate hain jo makam
woh phir nahin aate,
woh phir nahin aate
zindagi ke safar mein,guzar jate hain jo makam
woh phir nahin aate, woh phir nahin aate
phool khilte hain, log milte hain
phool khilte hain, log milte hain
magar patjhad main jo phool murjha jate hain
woh baharon ke aane se khilte nahin
kuchh log ek roz jo bichad jate hain
woj hazaron ke aane se milte nahin

umr bhar chahe koi pukara kare unka naam
woh phir nahin aate,
woh phir nahin aate
aap roka hai kya bharosa hai
aap roka hai kya bharosa hai
suno doston shak dosti ka dushman hai
apne dil me ise ghar babane na do
agar tadapna pade yaad me
zindagi rok lo roothkar unko jaane na do
baad me pyaar ke chahe bhejo hazaroon salaam
woh phir nahi aate
woh phir nahi aate
subaah aate hai raat jaate hai
subaah aate hai raat jaate hai
yuhi waqt chalta hi rehta hai rukta nahi
ek pal me ye aage nikal jaata hai
aadmi theek se dekh paata nahin
aur parde pe manzar badal jaata hai
ek baar chale jaate hai jo din raat subaah shaam
woh phir nahi aate
woh phir nahi aate
zindagi ke safar mein,
guzar jate hain jo makam
woh phir nahin aate,
woh phir nahin aate

each and every word is true....absolutely true.

"Ruk Jana nahin tu kahin harke ...Katon pe chalke milenge Saye bahar ke..!!"

"Zindagi chalne ka naam hai"